“There Are Times Where My Heart Feels Clouded”

'There are times where my heart feels clouded (innahu la yughanu ‘ala qalbi); and I seek Allah's forgiveness a hundred times a day,' said the Prophet, peace be upon him.1 Istighfar or “seeking forgiveness” of Allah is not simply confined to when we commit sins. Rather, courtesy (adab) towards Allah requires us to feel a sense…